she's been out with Daddy all day. Doing normal things, shopping, having lunch, talking. she knows better then to tell Him that she's horny, but she does. Like He can't tell already. Like He can't tell by the gleam in her eye and the smile she gets when He looks her way. And He loves to tease His little toy. To touch and brush and tease when no one is looking. To whisper softly the things He would do to her if they were alone. To have her in His bed. To lick and taste her pussy. To use her as she's tied to His bed.
*sigh* and she gets wet and stays that way.
Alone at home at last, she needs relief. she needs to play. But not just masterbate, she needs to feel dirty and used. she gets out her book and her vibrator. her Vaseline. Naked, she gets on the bed and turns the book to her favorite passage. she thinks about what she does and how it makes her feel.
The things she likes, so dirty, so humiliating and against the good girl she knows she should be. she feels humiliation at the way she craves being told like a child at times what she should wear as if incapable of picking out an outfit of her own. The embarrassment of the secret fulfillment she gets from being forced to wear a butt plug in public or being made to wear nipple clamps to bed. she just shakes her head, knowing that she does not understand why she craves these things, only that she needs them. And that He understands it and knows best.
Just as she knows she will be humiliated and embarrassed by what she is about to do. she will most likely bleed later and the next day and that will silently thrill her all over again. she turns to the well read page in her book where some poor slave is getting what she deserves. What she craves and what her Master has decided to reward her with. she is bound to an ottoman type thing. All holes exposed and she is used by a party of men. All holes used as they wish, indiscriminately, against her will.
This sub likes the idea of anal play. Likes the idea of anal rape, but is usually unable to take very much anal play. But as she reads, she slowly sits down onto her vibrator, she feels the violation to her ass and tries to relax as she feels the same ultimate use that she reads of. she imagines the feeling of men using her mouth and pussy and ass at the permission and guidance of her Daddy, bound and unable to struggle. she turns the vibrator up higher, the extension vibrating against her clit, the beads rotating in her ass, the erotic words filling her mind with images of rape and violation and being used as much as any slave could hope to be used. she rides the vibrator in her ass, presses the extension against her clit, closes her eyes and gives herself over the the powerful orgasm the explodes from inside her.
It's all she can take. anal play is hard for her. she cleans herself and her toy off and puts away her book, knowing she will visit it again soon.
The humiliation of what she has done is already setting in. she knows she will have to tell Daddy what she has done.