Anal play has always been something that i have a very hard time with. And of course, it's something that Master likes and even more so, likes to threaten me with. i've always felt bad that i was not a good anal slut for Him. i've tried to become better, but i always thought it was something you could handle, or it wasn't.

Lately, i've been craving anal play. i'm on some medication that relaxes my muscles and i'm finding it very pleasurable to be fingered in the ass to the point of begging Master for it. Sometimes even two fingers or His thumb. And the most surprising thing is that i'm actually coming from it.

Last night Master and i went to play pool. Afterwards we were playing in the car. after a good spanking that left my cheeks red and marked, He fingered me in my tight little ass. It felt so good and i came from it, bent over His lap in the back seat with my pants pulled down to my ankles. It feels so dirty to like the anal play and to want it so much. i'm embarrassed by it. But it also gives me the hope that i can become a good anal slut for Master so that i can please Him every way He wants.

Master is so patient and caring with me. He knows that whatever i'm lacking, i will one day want if for no reason other then to not disappoint Him.