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i'm a bad sub :(
i don't know why. Master takes care of me, protects me, knows what's best for me. So why don't i listen? Why do i disappoint Him?

Master had a simple request of me this weekend. Dance for Daddy. i refused. He paddled me and told me again. Dance for Daddy. With tears in my eyes, i refused again. i was paddled again. i screamed it hurt so bad. He asked again. Are you going to dance for Daddy? i could only shake my head sobbing. He paddled me again. my ass was on fire. i tried to squirm away. i screamed. But still, when He asked again, Are you going to dance for Daddy?, i again shook my head no. There was no music, no one else dancing and i felt embarrassed. Why? i have no idea. Daddy likes the way i dance. He likes to see my body move.

my ass was paddled so many times it bruised and turned purple. The holes in the paddle left round marks. And i still would not dance. my collar was removed. A butt plug stuck deep in my ass. i sucked Daddy as well as i could hoping to earn favor and have Him let up on me. He didn't. i didn't deserve lenience. Daddy fucked me hard with the butt plug still in my ass. his cock felt so good and i had a powerful orgasm. Daddy then removed the butt plug and fucked my ass. i tried to fight it. He's too strong for that. Daddy gets what He wants.

my ass is still bruised. i can feel it sitting. In the shower when the water hits it. It bleeds. But i did not deserve any less. i was a bad sub and disgraced my Daddy's ownership.
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jensaro From: [info]jensaro Date: November 21st, 2007 02:57 am (UTC) (Link)
I was thinking about you lately and wondering how things were. It seems like maybe you manipulated the situation - well, you got fucked in the end. The worst punishment for me always was to just be ignored.
So, have you thought about this? Why did you manipulate him this way? Why did you not dance as he asked? why did he fuck you anyway? Was this all for HIS pleasure or yours?
In love and friendship,
jenn
prettylils From: [info]prettylils Date: November 21st, 2007 03:27 pm (UTC) (Link)
i don't think i really manipulated the situation so much as was stubborn about something stupid because that's just how i am. And Master never ignores me. i guess i'm really a lucku sub that way. i wouldn't like that. But ultimately, i think He did just what He wanted to and it had nothing to do with my pleasure.
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